Maybe it's not right. Maybe it is. Maybe we need this break to see if it's right. Maybe it's a mistake. Maybe it isn't. Maybe we'll never be together again. Maybe we'll get married. Maybe I'm losing my best friend forever. Maybe I'll find someone new. Maybe he will. Maybe I love him. Maybe I will always love him. Maybe I won't.

So many "maybes". I'm so confused. The only thing that's certain is that he's the best person I've ever met. I'm just lost.

Not much more to say.